They made camp that night by the Sea of Galilee, a lake thirteen miles long by eight miles wide. In large part because it lies 450 feet below sea level, its climate is almost tropical, even in the early spring when in the highlands of Galilee the nights are cold. Jesus rose alone during the fourth watch, well before dawn, and walked along the north shore in silence, feeling a peaceful communion with nature.
“‘O Lord, my Lord, how majestic is your name in all the earth,’” he murmured, quoting the psalm of David. The surface of the lake was luminescent in the moonlight, and in the distance torches glimmered like fireflies as fishermen plied their trade, the boats themselves visible as little more than insubstantial shadows against the water.
“‘When I look at the heavens, the work of your fingers, the moon and the stars which you have established, what is man that you are mindful of him and the Son of Man that you care for him?’” There was peace to be found in nature, peace in the ancient praises, peace in the presence of the Father. Of his Father. His relationship with the Lord God of Israel was unique. It was too wonderful to speak of without being labeled a lunatic, but it was equally undeniable. He had had visions and visitations: For him, the veil between this world and the next was wafer-thin.
He was the Son of Man foretold of old. His relationship with God had existed long before his birth, and his growth into manhood had been an adventure of rediscovery. I will open my mouth in a parable; I will utter dark sayings from of old . . . He had managed to mask the power that flowed in him, had managed to hide it completely but for Cana and the hillside above Nazareth. And, even then, Simon only half-believed, and Judas not at all.
O Lord, our Lord, how majestic is your name in all the earth! He was filled with the sense of joyous expectancy. Today he was, he thought, to find new companions for his journey, a journey the end of which he could not yet see, but to which he looked forward with joyful expectancy.
As if to mirror his mood, the sun had tinged the horizon ahead with an orange glow. A crescent of white light appeared suddenly atop the distant hills. It was morning.
Jesus entered the town of Bethsaida in full daylight. Two boats were drawn up against the bank, and five men squatted between the boats, each working with twine to mend the tears in two great nets.
“Any luck?” Jesus asked, stopping near them.
Four of the men looked up; the other, grizzled and heavy, continued working on his net. One of the four sprang to his feet. “No, Rabbi. We worked all night, and we caught nothing.”
“Andrew,” Jesus said, recognizing him. “We met in Judea, along the Jordan.”
Andrew flushed. “Yes. John pointed you out to us.”
“The Baptizer?” Another man got to his feet. He was clearly some relation to Andrew, but older — in his forties perhaps — with a neck thick enough and shoulders heavy enough to suggest the power of an ox.
“This is my brother Simon,” Andrew said. “Simon, this is Jesus of Nazareth, the one I told you about.” Two of the others stood as well. They were little more than boys, awed and awkward in the presence of the prophet.
The man on the ground spoke. “Are we going to mend these nets before going to bed? I thought we were going to mend these nets.” He glanced up, then went back to his work.
“You caught nothing,” Jesus said. “Perhaps you were fishing off the wrong side of the boat.” On the ground, the old man snorted.
“Are you a fisherman?” Andrew said.
“A carpenter. I used to fish, though, when I was a boy, in a stream near my home.”
“Huh,” the old man said.
“Perhaps we could go out together one last time,” Jesus said.
Simon answered him. “There’s no point,” he said. “Like Andrew said, we’ve been out there all night.”
Jesus smiled at him. “You won’t catch any fish on the shore.”
“Or on the lake, not today.”
“Maybe today of all days.”
Simon’s smile was disbelieving. “You want to go out there?” he said.
Jesus nodded.
The old man looked up again. “James,” he said. “John. Get back to work.”
“But —”
The old man fixed his eye on the youngest boy, and he subsided.
Jesus was looking at Simon, who at last gave a shrug of his heavy shoulders. “Why not?” He lifted the prow of his boat and drove it back into the water, wading in behind it. “You realize,” he said, turning back. “You realize that if we catch nothing, there are some who will doubt you’re really a prophet.” He cocked an eyebrow.
“Some,” Jesus said agreeably.
“You say go, we go,” said Simon, and he pulled his boat closer to the shore. “Watch your step now… Can’t have a prophet getting his sandals wet.”
“No, we can’t have that.” Jesus rested one hand lightly on Simon’s shoulder as he stepped into the boat.
“Whoa,” Simon said, steadying. “You need to keep your weight low in the boat. That’s it. Andrew? Coming?”
They all got in, and Simon used an oar to push off from the shore.
“Are you going to put up the sail?” Jesus asked.
“No.” Simon, slipping the oars into the oar-locks, braced his feet and began to row. Andrew had busied himself readying the nets. “We’ll take it out just far enough that there could be a shoal of fish; we’ll give it one cast, and we’ll go back in.”
“Putting me to the test,” Jesus said.
“Isn’t that what you wanted?”
“Just don’t cast until I tell you.”
“Just say the word.”
All was silent but for the plopping sound each time the oars hit the water and the subsequent swish of the oar through water and the creak of wood.
“You know why we fish at night, don’t you?” Andrew asked.
“Because the water’s beautiful in the moonlight?”
Simon laughed out loud. “You’ve got brass, prophet,” he said. “I like that.”
“Because the fish are drawn to the light of the torches,” Andrew said. “When we see them disturb the surface of the water, we cast.”
“Is your net ready now?” Jesus asked.
“It’s ready.”
“Then drop it right there,” he said, pointing.
Andrew saw it, too, and he threw out the net, spinning it wide and watching it sink slowly below the surface of the water, dragged by the weights along its edge. He still held the rope in his hand.
“How does it work?” Jesus asked.
“I pull the rope, and it closes the net under the fish,” Andrew said. “Then we pull it in.” As he said that last, he began drawing swiftly on the rope.
“We’ve got us a haul,” he said to Simon. “I think we’ve got us a haul.” Sitting and bracing his feet, he pulled, and the boat tipped alarmingly, sending Jesus and Simon against the other side of the boat to stabilize it.
“Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob,” Simon said. “What did you get there, a whale?” He reached for the rope to help his brother, but each time he shifted his weight the boat began to tip. Andrew himself was reared back across his seat, his head nearly resting on the side of the boat opposite the net.
“I’m not sure I can hold it,” he said between clenched teeth.
Simon cupped his hands around his mouth. “Little help,” he called in the direction of the shore. “Little help.”
They all heard the net rip.
“Ease off there, ease off,” Simon said, reaching again for the rope and this time catching hold of it. “Don’t lose them.”
Help, when it came, was in the persons of James and John in their father’s boat. They drew up on the other side of the net, and, reaching out, James looped a rope around the net and tied it off. Then he secured his end of the rope to his own boat.
“What do we do now?” James said.
“Tow it in between us,” Simon answered. “Unless you’ve got a better idea.”
He didn’t. Andrew managed to tie his rope to a ring set near the stern of the boat. The boat was righted, and Simon sat again at the oars.
They were longer getting back than they had been going out. When they reached the shore, Simon and Andrew and James splashed over the side of the boat and, each grasping a portion of the net, staggered up onto the bank, dragging it with them. The silver fish glinted in the sun, several escaping the net and flopping in the dirt, a couple splashing into the water.
Everyone was grinning hugely: Simon and Andrew, James and John, and Jesus. James dropped to the ground, rolling onto his back and squinting up into the morning sun. Simon, dropping the net, stood with hands on hips watching Andrew help Jesus step from the boat to the shore and then help John pull the boats onto the shore.
“You’re all grinning like a pack of jackals,” the old man said sourly.
“Look,” John said. “Look what we caught.”
Simon said, “Yes. I never thought I’d be taught to fish by a carpenter.”
The old man stood. “Looks like I’m getting in the way of all this sweet talk. I’m going home.”
“Don’t mind old Zebedee,” Andrew said to Jesus, speaking softly.
“James,” Zebedee called, looking back over his shoulder. “John. It’s time to go home now.”
James and John looked at Jesus, uncertainty plain on their faces. Zebedee stopped and walked back toward them. “Look,” he said. “When I’m gone, then you can neglect your trade and follow around after every wandering preacher that comes along. Until then —” He jerked his head and turned back up the slope toward the mud-brick houses of Bethsaida.
“No.” The voice was James’s. He stood very straight, and his face was set. “This is something we have to do, Father.”
Zebedee turned back toward them, walking up to James and setting himself in front of him, his feet planted wide. “What do you mean, no?” he said. “Is this man your father? Is he the one who raised you, who taught you the difference between right and wrong, who taught you his trade? Or is he someone you’d ever laid eyes on before an hour ago?” He turned to Jesus. “You, sir. You’re a man of God, so-called. Remind my son of the great commandment: Honor your father and your mother that your days may be long upon the earth.”
James and John both looked at Jesus, John anxiously.
“It is not the greatest of the commandments,” Jesus said.
“No?” Zebedee said. “What is the greatest commandment, then?” he said. “God spoke them all.”
“Yes, but not all equally.”
“I’m waiting to hear the greatest.”
When he spoke, Jesus’ voice was soft, its rhythm graceful, almost lilting. “Hear, O Israel,” he said, beginning his recitation of the Shema, the confession of faith with which a Jew rose each morning and went to bed each night. “‘Hear, O Israel. The Lord our God is one. Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength.’ That is what your sons must consider, Zebedee: Can they love God more by staying with you or by coming with me to witness the dawn of the kingdom?”
The word kingdom was one to raise gooseflesh on everyone there. Zebedee turned again to his sons. “Well, which is it?” he said, his voice gruff.
James and John looked at Jesus.
“Very well.” Zebedee cleared his throat. “Very well,” he said again. He turned to start back up the slope. “A man must do what he must,” he said, perhaps to himself. “Be it right or wrong, he must do what he must.” He said more, but his voice faded to inaudibility as he drew further away.
“That was hard, Rabbi,” John said, looking at Jesus. “That was very hard.”
Jesus’ face was drawn up in compassion. “I know, son,” he said. “I know.”
“Rabbi,” Simon said. “You speak of following you, but we can’t do that. I, at least, can’t do that. You are a man of God, and I’m a fisherman.”
“Yes, and today I have shown you how to catch fish. Come with me, and I will show you how to be fishers of men.”
Simon shook his head. “What does that mean? Fishers of men.”
“It means that the kingdom of God is upon us.”
Simon pointed past him. “Are those men looking for you?”
Jesus turned and saw Judas and Simon and James of Cana walking swiftly toward him.
“Yes, I think they are.”
“They are your companions?”
“Yes.”
“Master,” James said as they approached. “We’ve been looking for you. Judas said that you’d deserted us.”
“I won’t desert you. Judas and Simon, this is Andrew and Simon. James and John, this is James Bar-Alpheus, of Cana.”
“This is going to get confusing,” Simon the fisherman said.
“Yes, I see how it could be. How about Big James and Little James?”
James of Cana looked swiftly at his older counterpart. “James the younger?” he said.
Jesus laughed. “So be it. And Simon, I’ll call you Simon Peter. Simon —”
“The stone,” the fisherman said. It was one of the few Greek words he happened to know. “Because I’m stone-headed?”
“The Rock,” Jesus said. “Simon the Rock.” He thumped Simon’s hard shoulder. “Perhaps I should say Simon the Boulder.”
Simon Peter grinned down at him. “Okay,” he said. “Simon the Rock. Who here’s had breakfast? Let’s carry these fish up the hill into town, and we’ll have some.”
Simon Peter lived with his mother-in-law in a two-room house with mud-brick walls and a thatched roof. He was evidently a good fisherman. Though dirt floors were common in Palestine, the floor in their house consisted of slabs of basalt, cracked and uneven. Simon’s straw pallet was in the front room, in a corner.
The tiny window in the back room was covered, and the room was dark, even at mid-day. A woman lay on the pallet against the far wall, her hair matted and disheveled, her cheekbones prominent in her thin face.
As Jesus entered the room with Simon, a long, hacking cough racked her frame. When it was over, she said in a weak voice, “Is that you, Simon? Who is it you have with you?”
Jesus dropped to a knee beside her bed. “My name is Jesus,” he said.
She held out a bony hand to him, and he took it in his. “Leah,” she said, giving him her own name. “I’m afraid I don’t look like much. You’d hardly believe I’m only two years older than Simon.”
“I would believe it,” Jesus said. “But you’ve been sick, and it’s taken its toll on you.” He laid a calloused hand on her forehead.
“How long have you been like this?” he said.
Another fit of coughing left her too weak to answer. Simon answered for her: “Since the autumn. We’re afraid —” He broke off.
Leah’s breath was rasping. “Go ahead and say it,” she gasped, panting. “— afraid she doesn’t have much longer.”
Jesus jerked his head at Simon, motioning him out. “I’ll sit with her awhile,” he said.
Simon nodded and retreated into the other room. Jesus looked down into Leah’s face. Her eyes were dark shadows in the darkness.
“How long has Simon been a widower?” he asked.
“Two years. In the last two years, I’ve buried a husband and a daughter.”
He nodded. “It’s been hard for you — though I think you’ve reached a turning point.”
“Have I?”
“From now on, things will be better for you.”
For a time she didn’t answer. Her breathing had quieted so much that she might have fallen asleep. “If you say so, sir,” she said.
“I say so.” He sat holding her hand and looking down into her face.
“Just now I do feel better,” she said. “It seems the pain in my chest isn’t so bad as it usually is.”
“No?”
“No. If you’ll believe it, these are the easiest breaths I’ve taken in months.”
He squeezed her hand.
“As a matter of fact…” She struggled to sit up, and he helped her, slipping his arm around her and drawing her up in the bed until she could lean her back against the wall. “Ah,” she said. “That’s better.” She emitted a little chuckle, and, out in the front room, Simon’s head swung toward the back of the house. “Oh. I should have been sitting up all along, I guess.” She met Jesus’ eyes.
“There’s something special about you, isn’t there?” she said.
He smiled. “There’s something special about you, too,” he said.
“I almost feel like getting up and making everyone some breakfast. It sounds like Simon has quite a crowd out there.”
“I can pour a little water in your basin there, and you can wash up. If you’d like.”
“I would.” She nodded, coming to a decision. “Yes, I think I’d like that.”
Jesus came out into the front room supporting her with a hand at her elbow, another about her waist.
“Leah,” said Simon Peter, clearly stunned.
She smiled at him. Her hair was combed and her face washed, and, with Jesus’ support, she swayed only slightly on her bony legs. “You’ve got some fish to clean, if you want them for breakfast,” she said.
Simon stared.
“I don’t know what we’ll do with the rest of them. Salt them, I guess, if we want them to keep.”
“We . . .,” John began and stopped. “We were going to take perhaps half of them to our house, so our mother could take them to market.”
“We do so appreciate Salome,” Leah said. “She’s been a blessing throughout all of my long illness.
“If one of you can make me a fire, and you, Simon, clean those fish, I’ll get to work on something to go with them.”
“Do you think —”
“Oh, I think,” she said. “I think. You can’t know what a blessing it is to be up and doing something.”
John stepped toward her suddenly and embraced her thin frame. “Leah,” he said. “Leah, you’re better. I’m so happy.” Jesus, who let go of her as John took her, stepped away from them.
“I’m better,” Leah told John, as she smiled at Simon Peter over his shoulder. “I really am better.”